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| Heya, was talking to jialik the other day bout blogs, and she mentioned that i havent been updating this in a long time. Quite true i guess :) Anyway this is really not for people in general to read to get to know what i've been up to lately, for that visit my facebook page, i update that more often. But today i need to rant. And I dont want to subject anyone to having to be my listener for several hours straight. Sigh... how come every time something bad happens, my entire life just collapsed like a pile of dominoes? Why is it that when the day doesnt exactly start of ideally the rest of the day just comes crashing down on me? Good things are supposed to come in pairs. Apparently. But bad things seem to come in dozens. If you're lucky. Well let's see what happened today. I absolutely hate organic chem but yesterday I made myself study alcohols and halogenoalkanes just for the sake of today's mock. What happens? Well i just messed up the mock and wasted the whole evening yesterday stressing bout it. Might as well have just chilled out last night, would have gotten the same result anyway. Its really frustrating sometimes: I know some other people dont put in half the effort that I do but they get the results. And I work so hard and what do I get? Stress and arm cramps thats what. The weather was terrible today. Like a sign that the rest of the things would also go wrong. Not that I'm being pessimistic or anything like that, I guess there are good sides to what happened today. Like I am now fully aware of the fact that I suck at organic chem. But it was freezing. And Dr Sherratt likes it cold so the bio room was like a freezer. How on earth do you expect me to concentrate when all my energy is diverted towards keeping myself warm?? Doesnt help that certain people in class are like perpetually giggling over reasons unknown. Or that we were doing chemicals of life in bio today. Or that we had chem assess prac right after bio and the teacher only gave us the paper of observations that we need to know today morning itself. Thank god for spm, and thank god for the fact that my retention scope is not THAT bad one i get the hang of something. Chem assess prac was a disaster... got goodness knows how much of that stupid ammonia gas up my nose now and my head hurts. To make matters worse: I came home and discovered that my pencil box is not in my backpack where it should be. And I dont know where it is. Damnit. Damnit. Damnit. The chemistry teacher let us out early today. And I see my best mate in the next room falling asleep. Was going to wait for him but Minyan and Winzu wanted to go home and I guess we could talk online. But he spent dunno how long looking for me. And he's sick now. I feel so bad. Trying to study shapes of molecules now so that I dont screw up the next chem mock as well. One screwup is more than enough, thank you very much. Optimistically thinking: nothing much went wrong. Except 1. I completely mess up my first unit 2 chemistry mock 2. My head hurts like mad from the stupid assess prac 3. I have no idea where my pencil box is at the moment and all my stuff is in it. Including my brand new calculator 4. My best friend's sick | | |
| Wow, didnt realise that I hadnt blogged since January...its nearly the end of March now. Just didnt have anything special to say...not that my blog is very special to start with. Feeling terrible now, my chest is like all clogged up and I cant seem to breathe properly. Probably a result of a not so nice 'conversation' with a certain teacher while my throat was feeling sore-ish. I'm really tempted to blog about Thursday's incident, but I dont wanna get in trouble with the discipline teachers, whom I know for a fact read my blog. And I dont wanna get myself all worked up about a certain "talam dua muka" that I know. Thank God for Ms Sharon, otherwise ..... Really not in the right physical shape for thinking now, will just post some blogthings. | You Are a Fortune Cookie |  You're a rather normal person, except that you have extraordinary luck in life.
People want to be around you (even when they're a little sick of you), in hopes of being lucky too! |
Very funny. People want to be around me. I seem to be getting a very strong message of the opposite lately. Have extraordinary luck in life. Equally funny. With PC going on in school now, "luck" is somewhat equivalent to being in a certain class. | You Are a Good Friend Because You're Loyal |  You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing.
You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere.
And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile.
You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about.
You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid.
Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen.
Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else
You really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quickly
Your friendship quote: "Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows." |
| What Your Handwriting Says About You |  You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person.
You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical.
You are extravagant, over the top, and indulgent. You set trends and influence people.
You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.
You are a free thinker. You are unique, open minded, and artistic. You don't care what other people think.
You are a good communicator. You work hard to get your ideas across effectively. | Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 48% |  You have a decent shot at being a multimillionaire. Surprised?
You're confident and a hard worker. Keep it up! |
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| Haven't been blogging for a really really really long time. I guess during the hols I dont tend to like to blog at home cos I dont want my parents looking over my shoulder checking out what I write the way they do that when I chat on msn (and want to know everything that goes on). Maybe they read this blog, I dont know, but no one's ever mentioned it. Its not only at home there's people looking over my shoulder no matter what I do, in school its the same thing. There's one very blur guy sitting near me in class who seems content on doing everything exactly the way I do and thus the necessity to be looking over my shoulder a LOT of the time. I think he didnt realise that it annoyed me like crazy until the BM class thing (seriously I didnt mean it). Other than that school's been the same as usual...except for one particular teacher who's hyper emo nowadays and the racism going through the school. How is Malaysia supposed to be a developed nation when a "Smart School" in KL has racism that is so bad. And it's not among the "immature" students, but the more mature population of the school. Its just that speaking a certain language compared to English can get certain people certain benefits. (and the language is not Mandarin). I'd better not mention any names bcos I know some teachers read my blog and I dont wanna get into major trouble with Mrs Chan the way Ian did. Its pretty clear for people close to me who know about it though... On a brighter note, going to Joshua's house for dinner tonight. Time really flies --> havent seen him for over a year. Mom wants to go have lunch at UH after school later, otherwise Amanda can follow me home b4 going over to Joshua's place...that would be more fun :). Still it'll be cool although I'll have to leave around 7.30 later. I'm getting bored of typing and ranting about useless stuff, I know my blog is not half as interesting as others but I'll just post some blogthings before logging off. | You Are 40% Obsessive |  You tend to have a few obsessive thoughts, but you generally have them under control.
Sometimes your worries keep you up at night, though they usually don't interfere with your life. |
Really???| You Should Have a Gold Christmas Tree |  For you, the holidays represent a time of optimism and wealth.
You definitely have a generous spirit, and you give a lot during the holiday season.
You really go over the top for Christmas. Everyone on your list gets a great gift.
Even if you don't have a lot of money during the holidays, it's the one time you pretend like you do.
Your gold tree would look great with: All kinds of metallic decorations
You should spend Christmas Eve watching: Miracle on 34th St
What you should bake for Santa: A ton of cookies, cupcakes, and candy. You would enjoy spoiling him. |
Christmas Trees should be GREEN!!! | The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy |  In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.
You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.
Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho |
What in the world is a black comedy?? | You Failed the US Citizenship Test |  Oops, you only got 1 out of 10 right! |
Duh, I'm Malaysian... | Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence |  You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things.
Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments.
You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it.
You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle.
You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician. |
Interesting...the questions didnt even make sense... | | |
| I'm back. Photoshop ended really early today, somehow... Tomorrow there's ICT 'Final' Exam and I don;t know nuts about how to do the stuff in Photoshop. Somehow doesnt make sense to me. I'll survive, I guess...60 obj Qs, cant be that bad. Amber's lost her Sejarah TB and is frantic about it....I sincerely hope she finds it soon so that we can all live in peace (sorry Amber, I had to say that) As usual I'm not really good with words, so I'll just go do some Blogthings. The last time didnt really turn out right, will try to ensure its better this time. | You Should Play the Drums |  You are often hyper, restless, and full of a little too much zeal.
However, people may be surprised to know that you can focus your energy well.
You are driven and engaged enough to be a great drummer... and you have the stamina to practice for hours.
In fact, when you can channel your energy productively, it only increases!
You are independent and spirited... but also consistent. You can definitely keep the beat.
You work well in a group and contribute heartily - without needing to take the lead.
Your dominant personality characteristic: your aggression
Your secondary personality characteristic: your precision |
Okay...I play the piano... | You Are a Gingerbread House |  A little spicy and a little sweet, anyone would like to be lost in the woods with you. |
I hate Gingerbread Houses... (and can't my font stay as Century Gothic or do I have to change it every time?) | You Are a Sprinkled Donut |  Flamboyant and flashy, you're easily distracted by shiny things.
You're definitely a snazzy number, and you usually catch everyone's eye in the room.
And you've got the goods to back it up your colorful image.
(Though too much of you gives people a stomach ache!) |
Yummy... (Hah, it heard me I didnt have to change it this time) | You Are Thai Food |  Trendy yet complex.
People seek you out - though they're not sure why. |
Very funny, I dont eat spicy foods (especially Thai), makes my face go all red | You Are Paper |  Crafty and creative, you are able to adapt freely to almost any situation.
People tend to underestimate you, unless they've truly seen what you are capable of.
Deep down, you're always scheming and thinking up new plans. Your mind is constantly active.
You are quite capable of anything you dream of. You can always figure out a way to get what you want.
You can wrap a rock person up in your sheet of trickery.
A scissor person can sneak up and cut you to pieces.
When you fight: No one can anticipate your next move
If someone makes you mad: You'll attack them mercilessly when they're unprepared |
Hmm Okay...see if I can beat my dad with this | Your Vocabulary Score: C+ |  Your vocabulary is average.
You're not exactly a literature major, but no one's going to accuse you of being illiterate! |
The words were really weird! And I dont know if they cheated bcos they didnt give the answers | American Cities That Best Fit You: |  70% Honolulu
55% San Diego
50% Miami
50% Seattle
45% Austin |
Weeeee! Hawaii here I Come! | You Passed 8th Grade Math |  Congratulations, you got 10/10 correct! |
That's better (the questions were easy...) | You Are a Mermaid |  You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.
While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.
Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.
You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else. |
Under The Sea... | | |
| I'm back. Not much has changed though...except that we are like one week closer to the Finals than when I posted laz week. Today's Internet is so damn slow, its driving me up the wall. Today's photoshop finished so early today, we only did 2 pics, though the wine glass one was kinda cool. Trixie and WengYee are discussing some book behind me, and I don't understand a thing they are saying (I'm writing this juz cos I noe u guys are reading this :P). And we've just started posting IQ questions on the board in class... How the heck do u prove 1+1=1??? As usual very the lazy to type already, will post some blogthings b4 signing off. | You Are Cereal |  Playful and lighthearted, breakfast is likely your favorite meal of the day.
(In fact, you're probably the type who sneaks cereal as a midnight snack.)
Your culinary skills are probably a bit lacking... and you are a sucker for junk food.
Some people accuse you of eating like a kid, but you prefer to think of yourself as low maintenance. |
Okay, I do like cereal.... | You Scored an A |  You got 10/10 questions correct.
It's pretty obvious that you don't make basic grammatical errors.
If anything, you're annoyed when people make simple mistakes on their blogs.
As far as people with bad grammar go, you know they're only human.
And it's humanity and its current condition that truly disturb you sometimes.
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I don't mind if ppl use bad grammar on their blogs, its their problem. As long as I can understand it's fine.... | You Are Jennifer Aniston |  Girl next door with a free spirit.
You're low key and naturally sexy.
Sweet and approachable, people are attracted to your upbeat attitude.
And even when life doesn't go your way, you always eventually turn things around. |
I'd kinda rather be Angelina... | You Are Smores |  Unusual and unconventional, you make your strange ways work for you.
You've got personality - no one's denying that | Your Uncommon Name Is: |  Virgil Lester Engelman |
That's really random. All they asked me to do was to key in my name and gender....and I cant seem to get this damn thing to tab in. One last one before I go... | You Are 64% Brutally Honest |  Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear.
Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful. |
See? I am a LITTLE tactful. |
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